A month since the last update, I've been keeping up the dieting and trying hard, loosing about 2-3 kilo's a week; Finally got my ass into the gym today ( on my own! ) and made sure I didn't overdo it. Job interview tomorrow and I'm terrified because I'm in clothing limbo and either i go in there with a suit much to much large for me or just go in looking like a person that really has no interest in getting a job.
You know, the thing about trying to loose weight is that if you're in the right state of mind ( Cliché i know ) That all you can think of is how many calories in this or how much fat is in that, YES i crave kebabs but not as much as i hate putting up with people staring at me. So theres the choice Stay fat, unemployed and bored; It's time for a change.
Holy shit, I said I would give up cigarettes on the 1st of October ( *lights cigarette ) That is gonna be hell on earth, I mean give me a break theres no fucking calories in a cigarette!!! god damn (* lights cigarette )
I Didn't get a ticket to the local festival either, and 3 of my friends bands are playing there, and it's a big doo, Radio One covers the whole thing and it's a drug invested pit of gluttony and sex; I'd LOVE It. Damnation.
See ya soon.